spiritual gifts

...if it is encouraging, let him encourage; if it is contributing to the needs of others, let him give generously; if it is leadership, let him govern diligently; if it is showing mercy, let him do it cheerfully. ~ Romans 12:8

After taking an assessment last night with my small group I found out that my spiritual gift is the gift of mercy. 

Mercy- The special God-given ability to
feel genuine empathy and compassion for
individuals who suffer distressing physical, mental or
emotional problems, and to translate that
compassion into cheerfully-done deeds
which reflect Christ’s love.

I was both excited, and content with this discovery. I love my spiritual gift! I feel most used by God when I can help ease pain or confusion for someone. Through the years I have been faced with challenges that I know now were incredibly vital to my own personal growth, and my growing relationship with God. In the darkest of days, I felt the world was too big and I was just too small and that it was never going to get better. Boy, was I wrong! I am thankful for the heart break, the turmoil, the tears, and most of all the times where I felt alone...had I not been faced with these trials I would not be who I am today. I wouldn't be where I am, and more importantly I wouldn't have seen the brightest light or felt the deepest love a person can feel. His love.

I still struggle with decisions, and I still feel heart break in certain situations, but I know I handle myself differently. I'm not perfect, nor do I try to be. I am who I am. I have boundaries, and limits that I didn't have before and that is all thanks to these lessons learned. I can listen easier, love better, speak softer (in most cases) and just breathe freer. 

My gift of mercy will not be wasted. I want to find the best place to apply this gift, and minister it to those who need it...I encourage you to find yours and give it often!...for in the end, we serve only an audience of one!

A special thank you to Mrs. Pageau for her kindness, encouragement, and wealth of knowledge! Our small group was lucky to have you!